There's not a word in my vocabulary that describes the relief I felt when we brought Fannie home from an eleven day hospital stay.
The sample taken from her removed spleen confirmed the worst - an invasive blood vessel cancer that will probably end up taking her from us, much too soon.
It was so important for me to bring her home, where she has given and received so much love.
I hope I have the strength to bear what happens next. I know that to honor all the joy that she has given us, I need to envelop her with a calming and accepting energy to replace my fear and grief.
I'm not sure how to transition from that to wax so I won't even try.
Last weeks melts:
The sample taken from her removed spleen confirmed the worst - an invasive blood vessel cancer that will probably end up taking her from us, much too soon.
It was so important for me to bring her home, where she has given and received so much love.
I hope I have the strength to bear what happens next. I know that to honor all the joy that she has given us, I need to envelop her with a calming and accepting energy to replace my fear and grief.
I'm not sure how to transition from that to wax so I won't even try.
Last weeks melts:
Faves from above: (RG - pumpkin chai pecan waffles pumpkin cupcakes)
Melted but not pictured - highlighted are faves:
Beezy - sugar corn pudding
Beezy - iced lemon cookies
Beezy - pumpkin pecan waffles *gift*
Can Do Candles - blue ribbon cookies
CFTKR - gooey chewy kettle corn
CFTKR - indian sweet bread
HHS - strawberry dream cake *gift*
Kim's Tarts - trick or treats *gift*
LPL - cranberry lime
LPL - cold ginger ale
RG - starman's starfruit swizzle sticks
RG - cider lane sweet pumpkin pie marshmallow smoothie *gift* !!!SO GOOD!!!!
SCS - summer days
SCS - strawberry love
SMT - blackberry
SMT - blackberry + SMT vanilla smoothie
SMT - serendipity butter cookie
SMT - sugar cookie lemon sugar vbn
SMT - lemon sugar this would be an amazing blending scent
S&S - serendipity coconut cream pie
Tiffany Candles - donut shop & caramel apple
TSW - the king's table
TSW - frosted pumpkin cupcakes
TSW - queen of scot's biscuits
TSW - hula girl - light to medium throw but gorgeous blend
TSW - pumpkin apple
TSW - pie in the sky
VSC - the cresent hotel *gift*
Weekly State of Affairs:
Pending orders:
Rosegirls - part 2 (6/21)
Sugar & Spice (10/9)
**I became a bit twitchy with just one order that I was waiting for, so I added S&S to the list to make me feel a little bit safer**
Watched:
Last Week's Erin Condren:
Perfume of the Day:
Last week brought frequent visits to the vet hospital so I wanted
to keep my perfume simple. Pure Grace is a safe, clean skin scent that I wore
by itself most days. If I was working or going out to eat I layered it with Stella.
'I Love Fall' Tag
1. Favorite fall Starbucks drink?
Recently, I was introduced to the Pumpkin Spice Frappuccino and it changed my life. I found it to be a little too sweet at first so I now ask for it with half of the amount of syrup. I've had 3 this week already. It's Monday.
2. Favorite fall Bath & Body Works candle?
It's hard to beat Pumpkin Pecan Waffles. Marshmallow Fireside is a close second.
3. Favorite Yankee candle?
I'm not a Yankee fan. I've purchased a couple but I don't remember what they were.
4. Favorite Thanksgiving food?
ALL OF THE FOOD. but not the vegetables. Unless it's a vegetable covered in marshmallows or brown sugar and butter.
5. Hayride or corn maze?
Both. I've never done either but they intrigue me. Do you sing during a hayride?
6. Favorite fall Bath & Body Works soap?
I like B&BW's soaps okay. During a sale last year, I purchased a cabinet full of them but I've never used one and thought, "I love this scent!".
7. Favorite horror/Halloween movie?
I loathe horror films. I definitely 'watch' them peeping through my fingers or with my face turned sideways with my hand shield covering any peripheral viewing that may occur. I'm watching American Psycho this week though.
8. Favorite candy to eat at Halloween?
Reese's peanut butter cup but let's not be hasty and just limit this to Halloween. I've never been a fan of candy corn but recently I tried candy corned mixed with peanuts and it wasn't bad at all.
9. Favorite fall activity?
Taking brisk walks in the cool weather with my doggies. The start of a long season of baking cookies. Reading a book or watching a movie on the couch with the windows cracked snuggled in a blanket with a cup of cocoa.
10a. Pumpkin pie or apple pie?
Both! Pumpkin pie with homemade whipped cream and apple pie a la mode.
10b. Hot apple cider or hot cocoa?
Both again. Hot cocoa made with milk not water and cider with plenty of whipped cream and caramel sauce on top.




I am so sorry about your doggie's test results, but I am so glad that she's home with you and you can spoil her in her final days with you. I lost my beloved terrier in August, Orson. He was not only my favorite dog (I had three, now two), but he was my favorite pet I've ever had in my whole life. He was my little boy, and like an empathetic human in a dog body. He was diagnosed with a variety of illnesses this year, but we had 12 extra weeks more than we expected with him (most of the summer), and I am so grateful. Enjoy every moment and know your fur baby loves you unconditionally. <3 If I can give you some advice, just take tons of photos and make special memories, even if they are just little things, like giving her some of her favorite food or having an extra long snuggle session. It helps, so much. <3
ReplyDeleteI pray your last days with Fannie are full of love, snuggles and licks. She is such a sweet pup.
ReplyDeleteStella is a beautiful scent. I think I need to sample it again from Sephora. You melted some kick butt wax this week. Only two outstanding orders?! Woohoo!! Mine is shrinking too. But this is a big month for SMT and RG :-)
@futurowoman - <3 Thank you. Your comment was the first thing I saw this morning and it touched me so very much. I've never lost a pet like this before so my only experience is through others sharing what they went through. It's so hard to read but so very helpful. Thank you again for sharing your story. I'm so sorry about Orson, I know that the pain of his loss is still so very fresh. I'm taking your advice fully and am repeating it to myself every day. <3
ReplyDelete@Julie - Thank you my dear friend <3
Stella is the first rose I ever loved.
I think I've decided on the large RG sampler and a medium sized SMT order ;) When you've got your list done for SMT, I WANT TO SEE IT!
Keeping Fannie in my thoughts and prayers. <3
ReplyDeleteMy favorite BBW Fall candle is PPW, too. It's SO GOOD! :)